Father is sick

Oct 27,2008(Monday)

Father is sick…
I really don’t want father sick. Why say so???
Because I really scare him angry…
Today mother ask father what he want to eat??? Then father say eat wantan mee and I say I eat wantan mee also…Then,father going him room and I just chat with him. Father say better go out eat, then I say ok…So I call my mother wait..Then he say take away better…So I just follow him go out eat…And we reach the place and saw no place to sit.. Then father say take away food.So me and mother go and buy food..After we finish buy food, then we go home.And me hold the key and need to quickly open door. And saw father already come then I let him going first. Then he ask me going first, and I say you going first.Then he scold me…
Why???? IS MY FALSE???? I never do wrong with him. I just ask him going first…Should I do wrong????Who can tell me????
I really hope he sick become my sick…And I don’t want he sick that time score me…
I really hope I die faster before father die…I
f the life is like that, I really hard for life….
"Father, when you sick, I also sad…But please don’t score me…I never do wrong with you…ok…"

peterpan

父母亲一生的八个谎话..

儿时，小男孩家很穷，吃饭时，饭常常不够吃，母亲就把自己碗里的饭分给孩子吃。母亲说，孩子们，快吃吧，我不饿！――父/母亲撒的第一个谎

男孩长身体的时候，勤劳的父/母亲常用周日休息时间去县郊农村河沟里捞些鱼来给孩子们补钙。鱼很好吃，鱼汤也很鲜。孩子们吃鱼的时候，父/母亲就在一旁啃鱼骨头，用舌头舔鱼骨头上的肉渍。男孩心疼，就把自己碗里的鱼夹到母亲碗里，请母亲吃鱼。父/母亲不吃，父/母亲又用筷子把鱼夹回男孩的碗里。母亲说，孩子，快吃吧，我不爱吃鱼！――父/母亲撒的第二个谎。

上初中了，为了缴够男孩和哥姐的学费，当缝纫工的母亲就去居委会领些火柴盒拿回家来，晚上糊了挣点分分钱补点家用。有个冬天，男孩半夜醒来，看到父/母亲还躬着身子在油灯下糊火柴盒。男孩说，父/母亲，睡了吧，明早您还要上班呢。父/母亲笑笑，说，孩子，快睡吧，我不困！――父/母亲撒的第三个谎

高考那年，父/母亲请了假天天站在考点门口为参加高考的男孩助阵。时逢盛夏，烈日当头，固执的母亲在烈日下一站就是几个小时。考试结束的铃声响了，父/母亲迎上去递过一杯用罐头瓶泡好的浓茶叮嘱孩子喝了，茶亦浓，情更浓。望着母亲干裂的嘴唇和满头的汗珠，男孩将手中的罐头瓶反递过去请父/母亲喝。父/母亲说，孩子，快喝吧，我不渴！――父母亲撒的第四个谎。

父/母亲病逝之后，父/母亲又当爹又当娘，靠着自己在缝纫社里那点微薄收入含辛茹苦拉扯着几个孩子，供他们念书，日子过得苦不堪言。胡同路口电线杆下修表的李叔叔知道后，大事小事就找岔过来打个帮手，搬搬煤，挑挑水，送些钱粮来帮补男孩的家里。人非草木，孰能无情。左邻右舍对此看在眼里，记在心里，都劝母亲再嫁，何必苦了自己。然而父母亲多年来却守身如玉，始终不嫁，别人再劝，父母亲也断然不听，父母亲说，我不爱！――父母亲撒的第五个谎

男孩和她的哥姐大学毕业参加工作后，下了岗的父母亲就在附近农贸市场摆了个小摊维持生活。身在外地工作的孩子们知道后就常常寄钱回来补贴父母亲，父母亲坚决不要，并将钱退了回去。母亲说，我有钱！――父母亲撒的第六个谎


男孩留校任教两年，后又考取了美国一所名牌大学的博士生，毕业后留在美国一家科研机构工作，待遇相当丰厚，条件好了，身在异国的男孩想把母亲接来享享清福却被老人回绝了。母亲说，我不习惯！――母亲撒的第七个谎晚年，母亲患了胃癌，住进了医院，远在大西洋彼岸的男孩乘飞机赶回来时，术后的父母亲已是奄奄一息了。父母亲老了，望着被病魔折磨得死去活来的父母亲，男孩悲痛欲绝，潸然泪下。父母亲却说，孩子，别哭，我不疼。――父母亲撒的第八个谎

不论你多富有,不管你官多大,到什么时候也离不开咱的妈....愿天下父母平安度春秋.......
珍惜父母亲的每一个谎言,好好的对待父母,很多东西,失去后才得来的珍贵代价太大.所以一定要好好的爱我们的父母~

如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼? 是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開? 是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

~~~在此祝福全天下父母平安度春秋~~~

What going on Octorber 2,2008????

What going on Octorber 2,2008????

The day is my friends birthday oh..need to Happy Birthday To Him...
But I thinks he won't know I write Happy Birthday in here lah....hahaha
Anyway I just wish him Happy aways and find a good good girl friends lol....^_*
So, about the day is what going on???
actually is nothing happen lol..I just meet my secondary school friends...and this friend is already long time din't meet lol...that time i hear my friends (AL) say he coming today...That time my heart is normal and my mind was thinking is nothing happening lol..We just friend...
When I reach there,i just sit infront of him.Then ask him how about he sister...then no topic...haha...
That time me and him just eat sushi only..and nothing happpen lol...hahahha...
After the dinner we go back home,that time my friends will msn to me...how your felling to him???That time i will say I have no felling to him and just friends with him..that all...
Why???I olso don't know why...maybe the love is not mine...maybe love is just come only..the love gone and won't come again...So,i will left the love go...is not mine;i won't accept...
So now i just waiting the true love coming....Maybe in my life don't have true love,Maybe the true love is coming already,i don't know..then i left the true love gone...Haiz....Just Shui Yuang only...hahaha^_*

Sometime

Sometime I'm very tired for all this...
Sometime I want try to do my best ...
Sometime I want to kill me on my self...
Sometime my mind was thinking should I die faster or not...
Sometime I want ask God what can I do...
Sometime should I cry...
Sometime should I happy ....
Sometime...
But this world have a lot sometime...
Now I really really want to CRY....